I am started over again! I want to take one step at a time. I do have a goal to lose 3-5 Lbs this month. I want to end the year with some weightloss. Today I am going to excersize after a long time...Currently I am 175 lbs and I want to be out of 170's before the end of the year! It has been a crazy battle for the last 4 years and I feel like I am finally ready to get the job done this time around.
my why is that I need to feel healthy and energetic. I want to be more active and have more stamina to live life.
I want to wear those cloths I bought for once I lose weight. I have a cute little black dress..and a nice navy blue 1 that I bought so once I did lose the weight I have something to celebrate in.
FOr my family, they have seen me battle my weight for so many years and I want to win this battle.
WHat's stopping me?
I think it's this feeling of it being so hard and I won't be able to do it.
not pushing myself as much as I can...not excersizing or eating right.
Feeling like I am fighting with myself