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Well this morning was a bust. I had my mind set on waking up at 5 am again with my ex and starting my day. I was looking forward to running, cleaning the office so everyone is happy and finally getting organized. But once again ive been overtaken by sleep. I hate that I love it so much. Im so upset that I took this morning off and I will run my butt off tonight to make up for it. Then in the am I will do some strength training. I hate that I will put my mind to something but im so quick to get pulled away from it. But no excuses this time. Everyone has to understand what I am going through. I really really want to do this and keep it up and I feel like a huge failure when I dont.
On the bright side I did have an amazing night last night. There was some work out in there. lmao. I found out to that my other ex (phil) is completely physco and I have a new found best friend in my ex (jay). I just really hope things just go smooth this time around. I did find myself last night not hating the way I looked and was able to do alot more things I normally wouldnt bc of the angles. So in that aspect I feel great and I can really feel a difference. I havent really been weighting myself, bc i just feel that brings me down. So Im kinda just going day by day with pictures I take and how I feel.

Goodluck you guys. I love reading your blogs. Alot of you crack me up and give me a great attitude to realize my mistakes wont kill me. And others help me with the education of this whole diet thing. lol. Thanks a bunch.

Love always,
Elise.

Ps: New bathing suit pic hopefully tomorrow.

@ 11:22am ET on September 6, 2012 Girl we gotta get you to bed earlier!!! LOL! If you're planning to wake up at 5am, I'd aim to be in bed and nearly asleep by 9pm! Gotta get in those 8 hours! ;)
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